its depressing isnt it? a source of happiness becoming a reason to be sad and nostalgic. but thats just me being selfish tbh. i feel like i just broke up with someone omg. but i guess that what happens when you’re too attached to something or someone. attachment leads to dependence, which causes expectations, and that results in disappointment. it always happens.
a lot has been happening lately with school and family and i just want get away from all of it. exo was my escape but. honestly whenever i want to get my mind off things, i don’t know what to do anymore. really. this may sound really dumb to some people but exo means so much to me. what am i supposed to do now that something that made me really happy in the past, makes me sad and upset now
please don’t give luhan shit by comparing his situation to kris’s.
please don’t. i thought we got over this you guys.
he did take a long leave for his health. i just thought he would come back after he was okay? i dont know. im delusional and was always in denial.
(tbh im more upset and pissed off bc all of the different reactions im reading on my dashboard)